What's meant to be is meant to be.
What's not meant to be, naturally won't meant to be.
Probably we aren't.
But I am really glad that we are good best friends.

I really don't know what I wanna achieve,
I don't know what's the ideal job that I really want.
I don't wanna give up so easily on my current job,
but sometimes feel so reluctant to go work.
The working hours spoils the body clock, the human schedule.
The pay is not like high high.
An admin job can give me the same pay and fixed schedules.

I really have te urge to go take up degree,
but is there really this need. Cause it goanna cost 30K.
No last miniute backing out.
Really having the thoughts of quitting gallery end of this year,
get a admin job and study part time degree.
But im afriad things won't work out.

I have no idea where I heading too.
I need an answer, I don't like to just walk as each day passes.

1. Have the motivation to get my driving license.
2. Go for canon course and learn the functions out of my dear 1000d baby.
3. Have the motivation to go jogging and kill those fats.
4. Brush up those bball skills and make it for trainings so as to be accepted as a team.

I don't know what else already. Blanked out.
My mine is completely in a blank now.
Heart numbed, got no feelings. :(