At times I ask myself this question.
Why am I always holding on to you,
But I always get the same answer each time,
i'm seriously just following the HEART.
I feel damn sad when we aren't meant to be.
But instead, we were really close friends, that no other could replace.
There would hardly be quarrels or even breakups.
Thats what cheered me up and kept me going.
Even though you always bully me and you won't see this post.
Thankyou bestf and Im really happy to have you.

I'm also happy to have many many good friend that came into my life.
If you received my Christmas card,
you're a special person to me.
But if you didn't receive doesn't mean you don't.

Many thoughts running through my mind again,
I'm tired and I need a rest. A long one.
I just want to be a happy girl, w my happy boy, a happy family
and happy friends.