TAN WANWAN

2012-02-03T00:55:00.002+08:00

So I was looking at my previous posts.
The last one was during August. It's been months since I touched blogger.
TWENTY ELEVEN had passed and we're already in February twenty twelve already.
In the last year, was full of posts about Y, being so far from him.
But now, I've got the best gift that I could ever wished for, my dear boyfriend, Y.
Though some times I still have wild thoughts and insecurities, but I hope the r/s will be strong.
He's the best I could even have, everything's worth in. 3-5yrs of waiting.

These few years, have been busy w either work, school or basketball trainings.
Distanced so much from all the usual groups, but I'm really glad, I still have a few great people who will be there when i need them and they're really awesome.
It'll be the last paper tomorrow and marks the last day of semester 2.
Hopefully I'll have the energy to memorize and go in for the exam.
I wanna make use of the two week evenings to meet up my friends, go for my promised jogs, cycle and of course practice bball.
I'm so glad hornet's still on, and coach is still coaching.
Though I still get the feeling that I'm not fitting in, but I'm not giving up, will carry on to practice and earn a place!
Hope god will guide me along like he gave me a helping hand when I'm falling.
I like praying to him, he'll listen to my all sort of players.
This year is going to be different after June.
I hope things will go on smoothly and brave through the tough times w Y.

2011-08-15T22:28:00.002+08:00

I have mainly 4 group of friends.
NPCC. ITE. LOWER. BBALL.
Haven been meeting up w them.
It's either work, sch or training everyday.
If not I need to work on my assignments.
It's not really I don't want to meet w them.

Would love to go out for dinner or chilling session w NP group.
But timing really doesn't match.
Sometimes got think of jio them play mj, at least get to meet up. But recently training frequent and game's coming.
Really wished I was still one of Their group.
The 7th mnth dinner. Really sad I wasn't asked to attend.
I wished I had time. Serious..

Same goes to ITE girls.
I always wished someone's bday was coming so soon, so I can have a reason to meet up w them.
Crap all day long and have a dinner.
Wanna ask for movie date but seems like, timing can't fit.
They're having exams soonnnnnn! :(

I really wished lower guys really treat me as one of them.
Haven had outings w them for such a long time alrdy.
They really let me forget about troubles!
Such crappy and cheerful guys!

Lastly my dear teammates.
Coach always doesn't trust me.
Not even 4mins de playtime of 40mins.
I need everyone's trust.
Really wanna be part of a team together.
Why be bias. Can be fair?

2011-08-15T22:22:00.002+08:00

There's 3 ladies whom made a difference in my
life.
1 wee, 2 phuas.
There's 3 other ladies also impt to me.
1 ang, 1 lau, 1 lee.
Though I guess they'll never read this post.
But these girls, they've been important to me and will always be..

2011-08-02T10:11:00.002+08:00

I feel you even though we're apart and without you theres a hole in my heart

Ohh baby baby, though I tried I just cant adjust
Ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us, happened to us

We were in love we both felt the same
The good thing that we had boy was insane
We had a bond that would never break why we let it go oh
We used to stay up all night long kissing to our favorite songs
Just tell me where it all went wrong thats what I got to know oh

Cuz I feel you even though we're apart and without you theres a hole in my heart
Ohh baby baby though I tried I just cant adjust
Ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us
Thought that I could get over you oh but baby that is so far from true
Ohh baby baby got something I want to discuss
Ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us, happened to us

I think that we oughta gotta work it out like air your love I cant live without
So have mercy dont leave me in doubt saying I love still burns, still burns, still burns
I try to go my separate way, at first I thought it was okay
I miss you more with each day, so to you I turn

Cuz I feel you even though we're apart and without you theres a hole in my heart
Ohh baby baby though I tried I just cant adjust
Ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us
Thought that I could get over you oh but baby that is so far from true
Ohh baby baby got something I want to discuss
Ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us, happened to us

I know that you saw me with someone else
But believe me I'm all by myself

Cuz I feel you even though we're apart and without you there's a hole in my heart
Ohh baby baby though I tried I just cant adjust
Ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us
Thought that I could get over you oh but baby that is so far from true
Ohh baby baby got something I want to discuss
Ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us, happened to us
(tell me, yeah)

Cuz I feel you even though we're apart and without you theres a hole in my heart
Ohh baby baby though I tried I just cant adjust
Ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us (what happened to us)
Ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us

2011-07-20T00:32:00.003+08:00

At times, every matter have different point of view.

You might be thinking why am I always bothering you.
Maybe to you, I've been such a nuisance.
But actually it's simple, it's because you matters and I care.

You might be thinking, why is this girl asking so much, so noisy.
Maybe to you, I might have been interfering in your life.
But actually I just wanted to understand more and be someone part of your life.

Sometimes someone would wish she was appreciated, not asking for anything in return, but at least the attitude you treat her could be better? You've got no idea how she's hurt by your words.
It's not about being sensitive, it's just that you meant alot to her.
At least think back the moments or the things she did for you.
Cause the attitude she handles from others may actually not be easy for her to handle.
Maybe to you, she's just a friend like any normal one.
But to her, you're her bestf which no other could replace.

Those happy memories and those fcked up times.
I give up.

I just needed to vent out my feelings..

2011-05-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

If it was ever so easy, you wouldn't still be in my heart.
Because truly i never wanted to let go.

I just want to support you, be by your side, thats all.

2011-05-07T22:47:00.001+08:00

IMPORTANCE..

2011-02-20T13:55:00.001+08:00

I'll always be there for you, like i've always been.

2011-01-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

YOU ARE AND WILL ALWAYS BE. :D

2010-12-27T23:57:00.003+08:00

At times I ask myself this question.
Why am I always holding on to you,
But I always get the same answer each time,
i'm seriously just following the HEART.
I feel damn sad when we aren't meant to be.
But instead, we were really close friends, that no other could replace.
There would hardly be quarrels or even breakups.
Thats what cheered me up and kept me going.
Even though you always bully me and you won't see this post.
Thankyou bestf and Im really happy to have you.

I'm also happy to have many many good friend that came into my life.
If you received my Christmas card,
you're a special person to me.
But if you didn't receive doesn't mean you don't.

Many thoughts running through my mind again,
I'm tired and I need a rest. A long one.
I just want to be a happy girl, w my happy boy, a happy family
and happy friends.

2010-11-06T05:08:00.002+08:00

BESTF, THIS IS FOR YOU!

I HOPE YOU REALLY GET WELL SOON!

I heard paper cranes gives GOODLUCK.

I need some, no, i need a lot. :D

2010-09-27T15:48:00.005+08:00

You are the wish that will never come true.
Is it really true that whats meant to be will be meant to be?
Cant i just pray for miracles? : (

20.09.10
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Went over to Faezah's hse to celebrate Hari Raya.
Like a FUNN. Glad to see them, cause i'll smile

SO MANY SO MANY CRAP!

14.09.10

BESTFRIEND'S 21ST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!

Like the best photo of him.

LOWER PEEPS!

LIKE THE 1ST PHOTO TAKEN! (:

2010-09-11T11:28:00.002+08:00

I've totally got no direction.
Would you just hold me and guide me along.
I'm starting to hate you, but only just that little.
ARGHHHH, I JUST WANT TO SHOOUUUTTTT OUTTTT LOOUUUDDDD.
I need a GETAWAY! Right this moment!
Seriously dont like this negative me, DAME IT.
I just needed to voice out what i feel, Sorry.

2010-08-27T08:15:00.004+08:00

I realised, there's no wan ting in many places like it used to be.
No more wan ting in holy np.
No more wan ting in majhong,
haven touched majhong,
been rejecting them too much and people get sick of asking alrdy.
Or should I said never had wan ting.
Never had wan ting in hornets as a TEAM.
Never had wan ting at lower as one of them.
Never had wan ting as someone impt in your life.
Is it just that I haven put in enough effort for everything to come in place?

Did I apparently just changed?
What's wrong w me? DAMN IT!

2010-08-25T21:50:00.002+08:00

What's meant to be is meant to be.
What's not meant to be, naturally won't meant to be.
Probably we aren't.
But I am really glad that we are good best friends.

I really don't know what I wanna achieve,
I don't know what's the ideal job that I really want.
I don't wanna give up so easily on my current job,
but sometimes feel so reluctant to go work.
The working hours spoils the body clock, the human schedule.
The pay is not like high high.
An admin job can give me the same pay and fixed schedules.

I really have te urge to go take up degree,
but is there really this need. Cause it goanna cost 30K.
No last miniute backing out.
Really having the thoughts of quitting gallery end of this year,
get a admin job and study part time degree.
But im afriad things won't work out.

I have no idea where I heading too.
I need an answer, I don't like to just walk as each day passes.

1. Have the motivation to get my driving license.
2. Go for canon course and learn the functions out of my dear 1000d baby.
3. Have the motivation to go jogging and kill those fats.
4. Brush up those bball skills and make it for trainings so as to be accepted as a team.

I don't know what else already. Blanked out.
My mine is completely in a blank now.
Heart numbed, got no feelings. :(

2010-08-13T09:50:00.001+08:00

I need to learn how to be contended w what I have.
Pinned too much hopes and it caused me to be so down so down.
But I can't do it alone, I need my help w my friends.
Packing myself will keep the mind more occupied.
I'll focus more and work and my other commitments.
Been driving so badly, don't know what wrong w me.
Goanna end up in an accident if I carry on.
Sep 30 and it's my TP date.
1time, will just take and pass it! Must!
Really goanna plan what I really want in life.
What's the job I wanna get, the one I will enjoy.
Alrights, focus focus focus!

I want to shout out loud now! AARRGGHH!
Lord, be w me, I need you.

2010-08-10T03:52:00.000+08:00

Hold me this close to you. Make me the happiest girl in town.

2010-08-02T13:36:00.001+08:00

I just need you to hold me tight, close to you.
It'll be one of the happiest moment.

2010-08-01T15:22:00.002+08:00

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?
Cause if one day you wake up and find the joyness in me.
And your heart starts to wonder where all the laughters had been,
and you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

I'm missing you so badly yet I don't dare to text you caused you're so pissed w those datas lost. :(
I'm sorry, still trying badly to recover them.
Till then probably i'll have the cheek to text you.

2010-08-01T02:11:00.001+08:00

Bet you didnt realise how much that FUCK word hurt.
Be it i'm sensitive or whatever, it's just because you're important to me.
Way tooooo imporrttannnntttt. :(

2010-07-16T05:26:00.002+08:00

In the end after those tears, those da ku yi chang,
it just made me realise how much you really mean to me.
People say, even if get to get together he also won't treasure you,
why not find one who loves and treasure you.
This is true, but giving you up is difficult too, and that's true for sure.
Probably I might see miracles some day,
maybe those wish might come true one day.
Sound super dumb to be saying these, but can't help it.
Stucked at square one, dumbass.

3days of tummy upset is really killing me!

2010-07-14T13:25:00.002+08:00

Giving you up will definetly never be an easy task.
But I need to try it.
Cause best friend is the furthest we can go.
Those spa session, lunch, noob lion, click click, massage, tickles.
Will always remain as good memories.
Stupid dumbo! Dislike! (Y) (:

2010-07-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

FINALLY STARTED MY FIRST DRIVING LESSON ON LAST SATURDAY.
Next lesson's on SATURDAY too!
7PM IN THE EVENING!
I'M NOT TRYING TO ACTION OKAY DUMBDUMB!

Hopefully i'll be able to master the biting point, cornering and gear shifting smoothly.
All these needs a lot of practise.
I dream everyday of the day when i can drive my friend and family out.
Bring them out for fun and good food.
I wanna be a good and safe driver! :D

I'm dumb to fall in love with you so much that even others are of a better pick,
I cant accept the rest cause i have you in my heart and it wont be fair.
Though i always dream of the places to go w you,to do with you,
But even if the day comes, i know the r/s wont be strong,
Cause i'm not as important to you as you are to me.
HAH. PROBABLY, BESTFRIENDS THE HIGHEST PEAK! DUMBO! :D

2010-06-23T19:20:00.003+08:00

Heh! I passed my FTT.
Just need to find a instructor now and get things done w.
But w work. That's difficult.
Really dont know how long more can i actually stay on at GH.
End of year, End of year, End of year.
6 more months to go uh!
After that just go over to Tech V and hope everything gets better.

Yes. Medical Certificate.
2days MC. Daddy was asking me to make full use of the 2 days.
Dont go to work tomorrow.
But i should be going lah.
Feeling alot better already and i shouldnt be allowing others to take over my duties.
But if i go and i get sick back again. My dad is going to screw me up.
Depends tomorrow bah.
Feel like going for a jog or just sweat.
The computer no longer attracts my attention already.

It's YOU who makes me want to come online and chat w you.
It's YOU who makes me hold my phone w me whenever i go.
Take me by the hand, take me somewhere new. :

2010-05-25T02:33:00.003+08:00

It's all WORK WORK WORK.
Hardly have the energy to go meet up w my friends.
Haven meet up w Joey they all already.
They also forget me le lah.
No more MJ, Texas, Movie nor Captain's ball.
Only happen to meet up w Sy they all for matches at paya lebar area at times.
Cant go for trainings due to work.
No need to think of playing during Women's Open already.
Tomorrow got training at 7.
And i'm working midnight. Definetly cant go for training.
Hopefully training falls on this coming thurs so i can make it,
Cause it's OFF DAY! :D
Hopefully work's goanna be enjoyable.
I dislikes all those fcked up attitude and scoldings.
It's just goanna make me quit my job.
So i need to conquer it by singing loudly in the lift after rooming!
Look at the lady in the picture in the lift and smile like her will do.
Let me look forward to work please! And not backwards.
Let trainings be able to accomodate w working hours.
Let me meet up w shenn, foxtrot, bro, kid & jieting.
Hear my prayers, cause i believe.
Time for bed. 2 midnight shifts coming my way. Hungry~

2010-05-17T10:40:00.002+08:00

2 weeks of work has already passed.
My panda eyes are forming up.
Next weeks's the real work begins.
Going to be at the front desk for at least 7hours per day.
All those multi tasking,
Attending to guest and paper work is not going to be easy.
Alot to learn and i'm attached to April.
Geradine told me must learn very fast from her.
When she say once, she wont want you to ask another time.
So every single thing i have to be v hardworking and take it down.
Hopefully everything's going to turn out real fine.

Couldnt attend bball training for this coming week and i missed it last week.
Hopefully i will be able to attend it the next week.
It's my off day today.
Goanna stay at home and rest,
Settle all my songs on the phone and all the progammes,
Jogging at 6pm, hopefully that dumbdumb not's gng to be lazy and go jogging today.
5km the aim's today.
Need to build up those stamina and delete away all those fats.
Had enough of people saying i'm fat. Dislike it to the max!

Haven been meddling w NP stuffs anymore.
It's time they took over.
Foxtort, if you happen to read this.
Probably you all dont need me already.
You all can do it now. JIAYOU.
Bro, i know you wont read this.
You can do it, though the stress is all pouring on you.
But i still believe you can handle it,
After everything, you're going to be strong.
ALL THE WAY.

I hope i can be strong too.
Now my iPhone's hanged and i cant do anything. Argh.

要是你想念的人是我就好

2010-05-09T14:44:00.004+08:00

Some little jokes that the Fat Ass actually caused.
He was v v nice to send BK to hospital cause of a dislocated arm.
Bball can really cause a lot a lot of thing uh.
Just like Singapore Slinger's HongWeiJian,
He's down from bball from some time.
Belive when he come back, still will be the FLYBOY that everyone know.

Back to the FatAss,
He didnt know how to come back from TTS,
So in the end, he board a cab,
After that i receive a text,
You all faster come back, i scared not enough money to pay for the cab.
LOL. Damn funny lah, both me and Poh keep laughing. LOL.

Then back at KangKar mall,
Certain chairs is nailed to the ground,
I tried tricking him to move his chair as someone was behind.
So he tried moving, and of course IT CANT move!
His facial expression was a must see lah! LOL.

1st Week's of work's over, The end of a telephone operater.
Next week's RESERVATIOn.
Hopefully i'll be able to figure the things the foreigners's kind of speaking english and always be able to locate the different guess names in the systems.
Not a simple thing, But i believe i'll be able to work things out.

My passion for bball will not die.
July's Women's open.
Hopefully i'll make it into the team. More to learn.
Those motivations will keep me going for sure.
Thanks everyone.

2010-05-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

Bet you don't know your little words make a big big difference.
It causes heartaches and at times,
it is the biggest factor that motivates me too.
Probably extremly dumb to be dreaming all these crap when've got no stand.
Tioman island w you.
If only that can happen.
It's time for bed so I can start having my sweet dreams!

Hope work's going to be FUN FUN FUN! :D

2010-05-02T02:42:00.002+08:00

IP MAN 2 was a great show.
It's a must watch movie.
I love the storyline, with the fighting spirit and the motivation.
IRON MAN 2 was quite good too.
It's more to the actions and stuffs.
Still prefer IPMAN2.
That sy damn NICE!
He's getting IP MAN from poh.
I ask him to leave it inside the hard disk so I can watch.
He say after watching, he's going to delete.
Very good friend right.
So I must go get from poh again! Hah.
I really recommend IP MAN 2 uh.

Sometimes, certain words could really hurt so badly.
Bad memories will always leave a scar.
The worst is it, the deeper the scar.
Imissyou, if only dreams come true. :|

2010-04-27T01:28:00.002+08:00

SO CLOSE,SO FAR.
I think of you.

2010-04-25T00:16:00.002+08:00

THURSDAY, 20thApril'10 will be a brand new start.
Interview at GALLERY HOTEL SINGAPORE.
I went to did some research about the hotel,
and i find the design of the hotel rather cute.
Hopefully everything will turn out fine,
and i get the job.
Once i get the job,
Definetly lesser bball training & NP trainings.
I might not even be able to attend camps at ubin anymore.
WeiTing said this, and i cant get it off my mind.
Sometimes you need to scarfice certain things.
I agree, and i will put the job as 1st piority when i get it.
Studies will be pushed back,
Maybe dont even have the chance to get into HORNETs which i wanted to get in so badly.
But i guess it's time to move on,
Bball is my hobby, my passion, my interest,
But a job is a must, bball is a want.
Hopefully the schedules can be well managed,
I just pray everything's goanna turn out fine.
WISH ME ALL THE BEST? :\

Will there ever be a day i can walk side by side w you, holding your hands.

2010-04-23T01:32:00.003+08:00

Joke of the day.
Some pri school kid from H.I.P.S came into my dad shop and bought a bottle of 500ml coke.
Boy: Uncle, How much?
Daddy: Ahboy, 1 dollar.
Boy:WAH! SO EXPENSIVE UH?! MY 1 DOLLAR CAN BUY A LOT OF THINGS EH.
So here i come in, Damn crappy can.
WT: Tell me, tell me what you can buy.
Boy:I can buy, i can.. *Thinks v v long*
I can buy 10 fishballs eh!
So me and my daddy just laughed non stop.
HIPS people will know why.
Cause the small little fishballs are only 10cents,
Kids always buy and eat with the v spicy soup.

Ah! I felt damn guilty after I accidentally made the ball hit him.
And he got pissed and raise his volume w all those words.
Felt so so damn sad can.
Previously I slapped him, and I didn't realize, it was damn offending.
That incident made me remember so so deeply,
and after today's incident, I believe it's going to be remembered for life.
Sorrryyy. :(

2010-04-22T03:10:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY IPHONE,
BUT I DILIKES THOSE SCRATCHES ON IT.
JUST LIKE I DISLIKE MY HAND ALWAYS BEING SCRATCED BY PEOPLE WHO DONT CUT NAILS!
I cant even lay my hand on the table while typing cause it hurts. Irritating eh.
BTT's on 15thJUNE. Must pass this time.
Damn waste of time.

I got 2 choices to make.
1.Get a admin job, 5days work week, 9am-5pm and take part time degree.
2.Step into hotel front desk which will never allow me to take part time degree.

Admin job, i confirm can get, TECH V AIR COND ENGINERRING wants somebody.
Marina Bay Sand got chance cause Uncle Clement's Sister under HR.
But if i step into Hotel Line, i wont get a chance to study already.
I seriously still cant make a decision and i've been hanging there for quite some time already.
Daddy still never take the initiative to hire someone.
When i leave i see them so stressful and tired,I cant just heck care.
So in order to solve the problem , tomorrow i'm so going to put up the sign,
"HIRING, SINGAPOREAN/PERMANT RESIDENT"
"WALK IN FOR AN INTERVIEW NOW, I MEAN NOW!"

Hopefully i've been improving in bball skills.
I swear i'm trying to play my best,
But i'm not experienced and tend to be blur at times.
I did try asking, sometimes, faces tell me, stop asking the obvious.
BUT NO CHOICE, I NEED TO ASK. ARBO KANNA SCOLD.
Hopefully i really get into the team.
AIR ALERT's the next aim,
BOARD's the target and Buring of FATs's the SECOND target.

3.22am, I'm very very tired,
But i just needa share my feelings right here.
You're spinning my head right round right round,
When you go down, when you go downtown.
GOODNIGHTS. TAATAAA!
FAT ASS.

2010-04-16T12:14:00.002+08:00

LIKETHIS. :D

Haven been blogging for awhile.
Probably not much happenings and i dont remember i still have a blog going on.
Have been going to my dad shop almost everyday on Mondays - Fridays.
After this i'm leaving for work again.
The ulcer in my mouth is really irritating,
Whenever i drink or eat. it's going to be v painful.
Make me dont want to talk much either.
Other than work, it's bball and meet ups.
Catching matches at SBC,
HORNETS BOYS TEAM PLAYED A V V GOOD FIGHT!
ALL THE WAYY!

I so wanna catch MONGA so badly,
and Joey they all are going to catch today in the afternoon when i can't make it,
cause i'm meeting the GIRLS! Woo ! :D
For a dinner at Northpoint. Heh.
So many movies that i didnt catch, how great.

How to train your dragon. I guess it aren't showing anymore. Hah. FUNSHION!
Alice in her wonderland. FUNSHION!

Many many 21st Birthdays this year,
I wonder on 2011, December, will i still be able to invite all the friends of mine to my chalet.
Sadly, my IDOL, NSY is not going to attend my funeral if i died,
reason being, " I still need to give money to you eh!"
NICE RIGHT?! SO NICE OF HIM.

When i dissapear from the world this moment,
Will ANYONE remember me.?
TELL ME I'M IMPORTANT? :

2010-03-25T23:04:00.002+08:00

Basically enjoying training at hornets,
but knowing that I play badly,
it's demoralising.
I need more self practise w the plays, defence & my stamina.

Many things is running through my mind an there is no one for me to share w.
Missing the owner who gave me his jap songs and I just finish hearing it front my iphone.
You should have just left,
and it'll be easier to get you out of the thoughts.
Don't come back, imy.

2010-03-22T12:00:00.000+08:00

IPHONE's quality not bad uh.

Hahaha! THANKS DANIEL WEE! :D

2010-03-22T11:47:00.003+08:00

Bball on SUNDAY was CCCRRAAAZZZZYYYYYYY LIKE MMMMAADDDDD!
Woke up at 7.30am for training.
Reached there at 9plus.
Had runns, and drills and the sun was seriously draining away our energy like crazy.
Trained till 12plus as usual.

Mrt-ed & Bus-ed to SKCC.
Punggol called: DB, we not coming already. Daniel last minute dont want come. .CHATs. Okay, okay i call him again.
Daniel Called also: DB, we not coming already. Punggol last minute say meeting his girlfrend, not coming already.
So whose lying.
5Mins later they arrived.
Make me so dumb lah.
Both were lying. Hahaha!
Bballed from 1pm -4pm.
Only had v v little rest only.

Lunch back at HG MALL, LJS.
Then Pung, Dan & SY went for their frendly match and trainings. LOL.
Home sweet Home.
Thinking of resting like finally.
Ken called, come lower and play eh.
Waiting for you to play match eh.
LOL. Tempted but tired and i went.
Soooooooo, played till lights off.
Now i'm aching all over again. Great.
LAMLABS NOT CALLING! :(

Must i really step into hotel line.
Somehow envying khim ho uh.
He's enjoying his job. Really enjoying.
Okay, i'm off to my dad shop.
TaaaTaaaaa!

2010-03-16T01:33:00.002+08:00

LAMLABS SENT ME A EMAILLL!!
Man, I'm glad to recieve it.
But not v v v happy either.
Cause i dont know what prospect can it give me.
Know nothing much about the job.
Dont know how will the interview go.
Maybe afterall i'm not ready for the challenge.
But i'm not giving up the chance.
Goanna treasure it.

I missed kayaking, miss floating afterr that.
Miss having a lot of time to think on the kayak.
Miss Jeremy Shaun's silly laughter.
Miss the face of CheeSheng when he capsized.
Miss tilting, J draw, Classic draw.
When can i kayak again after i start working.

When is my next NPCC camp after Sec1 Camp.
Will anyone remember me.
Or will people go, Fck wan ting.
Hah. I miss my group 4,
Hopefully friday's outing's on.

When can the number porting be settled.
Dumb Dumb Dumb!

Why do i think of youuuu again suddenly when you dont even bother. Fck.

2010-03-15T00:23:00.002+08:00

Mannnn, i had a good talk w KhimHo just now.
Felt really good after that.
Been wanting to have event planning as my job.
But really have been dragging me on for a time.
Maybe no one can really do a job they interested in.
From hotel line, really have to slowly climb up.
Probably until end of March and i'm going towards hotel line alrdy.
Once the path is set, i'll work hard towards it.

First training at Hornets girls team.
2 years since i really had training.
My whole body is seriously aching nowwww.
Camp coming during tuesday.
Hopefully everything's goanna turn out fine.
V last few camps already w NPCC already.
I'm OFF. Taaaadddaaaa!

2010-03-12T02:20:00.004+08:00

LOVE was never a gamble.

The feelings that brought me towards you.

You were supposed to be the first person to use my Iphone.

We were supposed to work together at my dad shop.

We were supposed to walk together not towards sepearation.

We should be enjoying teasing each other and having fun and not ending up attituding each other.

Love should be sweet and bitter at times.

How i wish TONs of sugar can be added.

i DONT miss you. i DONT.

2010-03-10T18:21:00.004+08:00

Dont step into my life and walk away,

Please dont do that anymore.

Stay forever, or Leave forever.

I'll remember you.

All the times, laughters, tease-s together.

TAKECARE~

2010-03-08T12:15:00.004+08:00

It's been weeks since i really blogged.
CampCraft's competition's over.
Results' OUT. Not really v ideal.
But it's over and i believe both the girls and the boys did their very best.
Treat this as a very good experience uh!

HOLY NPCC got unplaced.
Seriously got no one to blame.
CheeSheng has really did a v good planning out.
Hopefully we can secure at least a Bronze this time and work towards Silver.
All the initiative points must must get.
JIAYOU HOLY NPCC. DONT FALL. DONT FALL!

Majhong has been really v v bad for me.
Money has been dropping and dropping.

I'm so going to town to get my IPhone later.
Been deciding on it for a v v long period.

Unlike kids, parents get it for them.
NO HEARTACHE cause not their money.
But unlike me. 450bucks. On a Apple IPHONE 3Gs.
That irritating CS keep physco me to buy and not to buy.
Trying to be super crappy lah.

I've got my Kayaking 2 Star! ((:
But i've also got a v bad experience.
I wasnt focusing and i almost got drowned.
Totally forgotten where to toggle is.
Just kept struggling v badly.
KCS still took his own sweet sweet time to save me.
That really shocked me badly and i only slowly build back my confidence slowly after that.
That incident kept my heart beating v fast till i actually fall asleep.
Not going to forget the incident.

My next challenge. So going to conquer it.

I've settled my cover letter & resume all thanks to Avriel for his help, WeiJun for his sample and of course JoeyPear for his Laptop & Microsoft 2007.
Send in. Still waiting for replies.
WeiJun's side also hoping for replies.
Regarding Bball's event planning.
Why wouldnt i want. Argh.
Please give me a chance! Please.

Dont step into my life and leave. Please dont.
Cause it hurts to know someday you're leaving.
It's time to stop it. :(

2010-02-16T13:00:00.002+08:00

6FEB.
XBAR-ED W XUAN, SHUANG. HY, ADORA & AMAS.
My first time experience gave to them.
First time going drinking at a pub and FIRST TIME TAKING CARE OF TWO DRUNKARDS.
Cant forget how IRRITATING SHUANG is after she is drunk.
Took care of her, and i only went home at 6am
9AM SHE CALLED ME.
Shuang:"WAN TING, I'M AWAKE. YOU SAW MY MESSAGE? REPLY ME OK!"
Know what she texted me? WANT TO PLAY MAJHONG?
I only had 3 hours of sleep, of course NO.
In the end i cant sleep anymore and went to meet up w them.
Still have another bottle there. So we're gng back agn. Hah.
7FEB was like a total SLACKING TIME.
Everyone so tired, so restless. Only me entertaning myself.
On my way home, actually met up w JER.
Thanks, if not i. Hah. you know.

Basically i cant really remembered what happened actually on the second week of feb,
Only CC TRNG on FRI.
Totally go NO MOOD to go for dinner.
Went home for BBALL AND SOME SIT UPs.
Midnight movie after that, TRUE LEDGEND okays only lo.
It has some meaning behind it.

New year eve was bad.
As in the dinner, 4 dishes, per pax 50bucks.
And the dish is soooooo bad. Imagine i had rice, and the last dish was fried rice.
So crappy. but i love the bowling session w my daddy and uncle clement.
WUO WU CHANG LONG~
My daddy's bowling really made me v impressed. Hee. (:

Just glimpsed at the calender and i suddenly woke up again.
COMING SAT IS BOYS CAMPCRAFT COMPETITON 2010!

Off to siloso resort soooonn!
WANNA HAVEEE FUNNNNN! ((:
TAATTAAAA!

ATTITTUUUDDDEEEE~

2010-02-06T00:31:00.003+08:00

TELL ME I'M IMPROVING.

Cause i'm extremly working v hard w managing my temper.

Sometimes i just get so sick of stuffs.

Tried so badly to salvage the situation but in the end i still get shitty results.

I'm just praying both the boys team and the girls team can wake up and really really do their best.

They have the standard, but just lack of the FIGHTING SPIRIT.

JIAYOU HOLY NP CC TEAM! ((:

Meeting SIXUAN, YUSHUANG, HAOYEE they all tomorrow.

Kinda excited, years since i really met them,

though i just met shuang and sixuan just now. hah.

Giving my first time to them.

They better dont bully me and make a laughing stock out of me.

Hopefully friends will stop coming and go.

I dont want that.

It really take two hands to clap. Yes.

SHENN, SEEYOU SOON OKAY!

~~ILOVEYOU,ILOVEYOUNOT.~~

2010-01-29T00:34:00.001+08:00

ONE LAST CHANCE. ONE LAST CHANGE.

2010-01-25T22:54:00.003+08:00

22.01.10
CHALET AT HOLIDAY FLATS.

BBQ-ED ALL THE WAY! HAH.

These fellows only eat. See how tired they are already.

Time to eat for me too. Eat more. LOL

Massage-ing session only for the HAO bros.

TEXAS POKER BEGINSSS

THE FINAL SHOWDOWN.
HweeMay enjoyed herself by being the dealer for the whole night/morning.

LOOK AT THE LIGHTS THAT FRANKIE'S LASER CAN BRING TO!

LOL. V V NICE UH.

AREA CLEANING, AND THEY WENT KO.

Me, HweeMay & Frankie enjoyed the bath and noodles after that.

LOL. BEST RIGHT?! HAH.

Reached home only at 10am,

Had a 4 hours rest and it's CC Training.

There come the new HO, Avriel.

Will need time to really blend in and wrk tgt. Hah.

CC training is really gng gng gng well!

COME ON HOLY, TOP TEN, TOP TENNNN!~

Legion was alrights loh.

LAW ABIDING CITIZENS

THE BLIND SIDE

DAY BREAKERS

NEW YORK I LOVE YOU

HAVE YOU HEARD OF THE MORGANS

THE SPY NEXT DOOR.

Movie time~

2010-01-18T00:30:00.002+08:00

Friday training, disorganised.
Rumors, reflectionss.

Bus 89, Changi Jetty, BumpBoat, Ubin, Campsite.
HRC, REDD-ED, SunBurnt, Pain-nn.
Dinner, Changi Jetty hawker, bus 89
Kayaking 1&2 star,
Important&Crucial Talk,
Reflectionss, Solutions,

JP's, MJ-ed, Cabb-ed, Supper, 684, Street 61, Walk-ed, True Talk, Stess-ness Tears
Reflect-ed, Solutions, Thoughts, Slept.

Bathe, Teppan Teriyaki, MRT-ed, Bugis,
80Bucks +, HomeSwtHome, Maggie Mee, Bball, Shower-ed, Computer.

2010-01-12T02:05:00.004+08:00

Emotionless.

2.15am and i'm still in front of my computer.

8.30am is the time i'm gng to wake up, but i know i wont be.

Going to laze till the phone rings again.

These thoughts will never stop running through my mind till the day i get my answer.

IF YOU EVEN BOTHER, TELL ME WHERE I STAND. TELL ME.

When i leave NP in June, will CS, WT still be contacting me.

CS has always been like a little brother to me since he stepped in HIHS in year 2005.It's been years.

And PWT, My dear Foxtrot Partner.

Ever since STC2009 w the rocking of beds, the craps is going on and on non-stop.

Wee, used to be chit-chat partners, haven been seeing her for some time.

Never really been contacting, Dont see her online, Have no idea how she is.

She used to dislike me so much because of LIAO GUO PING.

So the saying, YAO YOU MUO CHA is really true.

That's what we two always say.

Used to play Kok Tao together but i no longer see her visitng Lower already.

ShennPhua, though we dont really meet up that often,

but still we keep in contact, prepare for a small little suprise. Hah.

Keep guessing if you're reading this.

Meet ups is always nice.

J.H.KOH, this ass who always replies a word is complaning when i do that to him.

YOU STARTED THIS ASS.

ITE Classmate of mine. Been contacting recently,

Movies here and there.

Thanks for being there.

J.H.TAN, always complaning that i only meet up w him and talks about NP stuffs.

KBOX SOON, WILL ONE. LUNAR TOO! HAH.

Your 21st This year uh!

No Sharing Of Presents For His BirthdayZ~[HIS RULE]

JoeyPear, Mentor In MAJHONG, NP, ETC.

He also has his never ending rules.

Used to be contacting a lot in the past,

But now that he've really into his working life,

He's more often w his clique rather than the previous NP clique.

JieTing, Dont be suprised i'm talking about you,

but i'm really v glad, till now we are still contacting at times,

You're one of those important one alrights.

TOM YAM's the best place for dinner and gossips session.

Dont get too stressed up w assignments and projects.

Years later, it'll be over.

Lastly, NSY.

No more Dota-ing, Study-ing sessions w him anymore.

Only left w bballing sessions.

Dont really contact much alrdy.

Dumb ass of him to fail his Sci again by getting a E8.

YOU'RE LOUSY TO THE MAX MAX MAX!

YEAR 3 LIAO! STUDY HARD. BBALL NO NEED TOO GOOD, GOOD ENUF.

He's the lazy one and the gian peng gian sai one.

RIGHT?! HAH! Must still really thankyou for the JERESY!

These people are the one who really really make up my life.

There are still a lot of other frends who i never mention, Sorry about it.

Everyone has frends, but who are the ones who really have a clique.

Who are the ones who have the same group of people to call them out for countdowns, birthday celebrations.

I Don't and it really affects me a lot.

I wish i have cliques like Matas, Crocoians.

Hah, but sadly i don't.

Sorry to be blogging about this but i really just needed to voice out my thoughts.

1.Wants to go w HRC, but by MYSELF?

I did wish WT would willingly want to accompany w it.

CS is gng, but is w AlvinYeow,

So the "WHERE I STAND" question starts.

Who actually bothers.

2. Conversations going on.

Me: Huh, sharing presents uh, i've bought mine eh.

We not talking about sharing w you lahs, between our clique.

Probably just a casual remark, but man, this affected me a lot.

Probably shouldnt have went on that day either.
Totally feel so left out that day. :

I just need to know do anyone of you even bother and tell me where i stand.

2009-12-30T22:44:00.003+08:00

30DECEMBER2009
SEC1 ORIENTATION PARADE TRANINING.
The spec line that i tried so hard to get rid off,
I got it back today after being under the Sun. Damn it!

You will feel the sense of satisfaction when the parade looks NICCEEEE!
I know everyone will agree! Hah.
L4D2 w SK,HM&DARYL is so FUNNY LAH.
It's the FUN that count, REALLY! :D

29DECEMBER2009

ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNK 2 at cine,
Damn Cute!And i'm so glad that i didnt lose my way there.
BBQ CHICKEN, not bad either.

28DECEMBER2009

It's seriously a 10,000!
My dad was being dame cute when he showed this to me and ShiYang! Hah.!
"Want to see faster see uh, Once i pay to the supplier, NO MORE le!"
Damn adorable lah my dad! :D

BodyGuard and Assassin w Jer after that.
Still okay only. His fault, for not taking the initiative to book tickets for AVARTAR 3D.
ARHHH, I SO WANT TO CATCH IT NOW.

24TH/25TH DECEMBER 09-CHRISTMAS CELEBERATION

Obsessed w jeslin's BIG BEAR.

GROUP PHOTO.
SUNSHINE UH! HAHA.

2009-12-24T19:04:00.002+08:00

HOLY INNOCENTS HIGH SCHOOL PASSING OUT PARADE & FARWELL PARTY 2009! :D

HIHS NPCC CadetInspectors!

Dearest Sec1s!

Sec 2s!

Dear Sec3 NCOS!

SEC4 SENIOR NCOS!

SEC4& CIs of HIHSNPCC

J08 & J09!

HOLY INNOCENTS HIGH SCHOOL NATIONAL POLICE CADET CORPS 2009! ((:

2009-12-18T12:42:00.002+08:00

I regret in being unfilial to my parents in the past.
I only know what is Friends and BoyFriend in the past.
Now i must say. I LOVE MY MUMMY & MY DADDY.

I've always been on good terms w my mum,
w those shoppings and cleaning ups of the house.
In the past we used to go for picnic every sunday.
Now just because of that irritating competitor,
it's making my parents so worn out and tired.
Beenn helping out at the shop lately,
Definetly there would be conversations,

Conv 1:
Me: Daddy, boy said you changed the seating in your car? I never get to see it loh.
Daddy: I was about to ask you to go and clean the seatings, I changed it so that when you get your license soon, you can drive a much better car.

This sentence had been running through my mind for these few days.
The Daddy whom i felt distanced away actually didnt forget me.
All along i only feel that all he cares about is my sister and all my mummy cares about is my brother.
But actually, it's not the way,
Even knowinng that degree courses goanna cause at least 30k,
He still said, you want study just go ahead and study,
30k is seriously not a small sum.

Their expectations wasn't high at all.
They just needed help at the stall and want us to visit our grandparents more often and don't come home late.
They dont force us to score As nor even high scores.
I should be feeling blissful enough to have them as my parents,
I just need to educate my siblings to make them know how hard are they working everyday w all the competition gng on.

When you're afraid of a crockcoach and just couldnt fall asleep, then there you see your dad, naturally you will call out to him to help you get rid of it.
He came in w a plastic bag, tried to catch it even if he himself was somehow afraid of it.
The best thing is not that the croakcoach was removed, the best thing is my dad removed it even if he himself was afraid.
THANKYOU DADDY.

2009-12-14T10:47:00.003+08:00

SURFIVE RACE 2009!
THANKYOU AREA5 & COMMITTEE.
PARTICIPATING TEAMS OF AREA2[2TEAMS],AREA 6, AREA7, AREA 9 & AREA10!

MAC RITCHE RESERVIOR

V FIRST MEET UP POINT.

Introducing my TEAM MATES!

YeeLiang, Youngest Among ALL!

TanKeeChin, Oldest Among ALL!
Jiang hai shi lao de la! (:
Imagine i called him SIR when i was SEC2!

TanKeeKien, KC's Brother.
NSF never fails to have good physically strength

First Check Point was PASIR RIS PARK's BusStop[P.R.P], FROM MAC RITCHE!

"WE NEED 3 HUGS, PLEASE HELP."
No communication can be done, only the communicate w the words written.

ONE HUG

TWO HUG

THREE HUG!
NEXT CHECK POINT! GOOOOO~

The planning committee really made us ran NORTH SOUTH EAST WEST! HAHA.

Ran to the MRT Station,
From Pasir Ris to BoonLay!
Bus-ed there. walked a v v long distance, no one wanted to let us hitch a ride.

FARMART CENTRE,
Collecting of Cans, The Auntie there was so nice to give us the cans!
But luckily on the way out, someone allowed us to HITCH A RIDE!
The good sign in SG dont work at all!
We need to wave and wave till some one stops.

Next Stop, BUKIT TIMAH HILL![TIN BEARING HILL]
Uncle brought us there at 5 dollars.
Imagine it should be 10bucks plus.
Only 5BUCKS!
I will never forget the boy named YiXiang,
He was the station master there.
When we reach there, his face was actually quite pale,
so he said"Can you please do me a favour, get me my bag"
We just brought it to him and he said, thanks so much, the monkeys wanted to attack me.
I will never forget that incident, so cute lah. haha.

But the next thing is they made us go on FOOT all the way to BUKIT BATOK NATURE RESERVE!
THE WALKING IS SURE NOT NOT NOT EASY,
Especially w the BAGS!

Reached there, settled the activity.
I can piggy back a 60kg guy okay! haha!
Lucky they were not so small size,
otherwise how can they piggy back me? Haha!
It was Dinner time then!

Next stop was BOTANIC GARDEN[Walter bruening, ginger garden-The Oldest Ginger Garden]
I still feel so guilty when i brought them to the wrng place.
We went to hort park instead and missed out the last check point.
So we headed back to East Coast Park to Spend the night.
Even inside the tentages, it was still so so so COLD!

2ndDay of SurFIVE,
We were the last group to head off, lagging behind the rest at 1hr.
5th group in position out of 6 teams.

ONE MISTAKE MAKES A HUGE DIFFERENCE.

Our first stop was LIM CHU KANG, LANE 6.
"Uncle, Can bring us to LIM CHU KANG, 12 dollars. Please, we are on a race, please help us."
"Okays, Come come come"
"Yio Chu Kang Where?"
"Uncle is LIM CHU KANG."
"HUH?! LIM CHU KANG?"
"Cannot lah, Cannot"
"UNCLE, CHUA CHU KANG PLEASE!!"
So the nagging goes on and on, but he still brought us thr.

Seriously, it is a long long long long walk aft we alight from the bus!

Photo taken w the Froggy!
I wanted to touch it, but cannot lah. So big size!

Next stop was MOUNT FABER PARK![LESIURE GROUP]
We wanted to use the internet to seach,
but before i can use it, she said, what you want to search on?
"LESIURE GROUP."
"MOUNT FABER, GO."
So nice of the person lah. Tough she seemed kind of disturbed. haha.

Some one let us hitch a ride to the main road,
and some couple let us hitch a ride all the way to the pioneer and gave us 10bucks for transport!
Next was a v nice taxi driver
"Uncle, we only have 7 dollars, can you please bring us to Mount Faber, We are on a race and we have really limited budget! Please uncle, PLEASE!"
"Okay, Okay, come in, come in."
We Reached there wanted to pay him and he said,
NO NO, GO. GO, SAVE FOR YOUR NEXT TRANSPORT.
Singaporean is really really filled w nice guys!

Next Check Point was ADMIRALITY PARK-WEST ENTANCE.
We hitch a ride to AMK.
See, NICE SINGAPOREAN.
Just that it was so squeezy till my leg went numb.

When we asked some one whr is the place and she told us,
Just beside RP, we turned to YL.
It was just beside RP and he forgotten it!
We took a long time to find the Station masters there.
They were at the Sakura back door instead. Damn.
Tug of War was cancelled instead due to wet weather.
We camped there for 15mins!

Time is curcial in the competiton.

Next CheckPoint, BOTTLE TREE VILLAGE![A PAPER, TREE VILLAGE INSIDE A BOTTLE]
Just because i kept gng to Sembawang that time and i always pass by Khatib,
And red dynasty paintball field was there, i always saw BOTTLE TREE PARK!
I didnt know there's bottle tree village! It was near sembawang park,
damn damn damn WULU, LONG WALKING DISTANCE!

After that was MAC RITCHE RESERVIOR,
We thought it was the last check point so we went to collect more recyle materials to deduct away the timing.
It wasnt! It was the last SECOND CHECK POINT.

When we reached, we saw them, and they gave us the clue,
PIOLT SCHEME!
I made a guess, AIRPORT.
They looked at me, anyhow, Pilot scheme means First scheme,
So we thought and thought,
it was BARTLEY SECONDAY!
The first school to start NPCC!!

This was our timing for the RACE!

HEH. FELT SO GOOD.

We thought we were the Fifth team,

feeling kind of demoralised already,

So when i saw the "Passports" on the table i counted,

"ONE, TWO ,THREE" and repeated "One, Two, Three"

They asked me, you crazy uh, what 1,2,3 1,2,3?

I said, 3 passports only, so we are the 4th?!

Station master said, Yah, 4th!

We were so delighted!

Hopefully the recycle cans can helped take away the marks,

As the rules is not just the first who reach wins,

but 500g of recycled materials equals to 15mins of deduction of your time.

Because we missed one check point,

if not, we will be the 3rd team i guessed.

Most probably joining next year if there is a race and i'm so gng to get the same team.

I had fun w AREA7 PEOPLE.

Missed them really, the fighting spirit we had,

Supporting your opponents is some thing that not everyone will do.

EVERYONE DID, IT FELT SO WARMING.

Buffet & CampFire after that.

This was really a good good experience w me.

Be it the bondings or FUN.

I ENJOYED ALOT! :D

2009-12-10T19:32:00.002+08:00

YAAWWWNNNNSSSSS`

Pass few days had been filled w late late late night activities w JP,HM&SK!
I am well known to K.O v early during camps,
BUT at least i wake up EARLY the next day to take the activities so that the rest can rest longer.

So obviously after camp i need ALOTALOT of rest.
But instead after camp, LUNCH, PLANNING of POP Parade & MC Script,
after which LATE dinner at swensense at Airport!
So after sending HweeMay home at 2.30am,
Someone of the name JoeyPear smoked till like till 4am?
I slept the whole trip back from Airport to HG and all the way on the car.
All they know was to make fun of the looks when i show when i'm damn tired and fast asleep.

So naturally we only reached home roughly 5am.
I can barely open my eyes and reply messages.
The next day i woke up it was3pm, how great.

Met up w IQG people!
Damn nice of them to still remember me after i left ITE for arnd a year already.
They celebrated my birthday and i got my Perfume and Birthday Card.
The sharing of the Birthday Cake was the best.
PeiJun just cant leave the fork and spoon from her hands. Hah.
After that met up w Jp, Hm& Sk agn.
This time is HUA MU LAN!
WenTai! Where are you?! Hah.
They just like to claim that i'm Mulan.
After that light supper at ChompChomp,
Finally after days, we had ORH JIAN!
The strawberry chua bing make me wan to cry.
Dont taste like it at all loh. HAHA.
then they were there enjoying their Banana chua bing. so damn!
reached home at 2plus this time.

So i only woke up at 1plus this time.
Went to helped out at my Dad's shop,
Majhong at Hot Body's house after that.
Met up them again,
this time is Prawning! Haha! I wanted so much to eat the prawns,
i kept nagging to cook it and must must eat it this time,
in the end, when we reached HG, i said "you all enjoy,i'm gng home to sleep"
Was like the worst record ever i had. Less Than TEN?!

Supposed to meet up Mr Suhaimi and Ms Chia in school.
In the end. My body was tied down real tight to the bed.
Could barely wake up nor open my eyes.
Throat was SOOOOO pain.
Stayed home in the end to settle all the admin matters and etc.
Arnd 11.30pm,Majhong time w "Thailand Trip Partners".
Never fail to make them ask me to shut up when i go noisy.
Supper after that, but JuHua was the only thing i wan to have.
So sinful to eat oily food at 2am?! Haha.
Reached HG at arnd 3plus this time after sending Jovin home,
Had a LONG chat w MrPear.
The route that i'm gng to take is not gng to be easy. Seriously, no.
Chats like this is a must.
Understood about lots of matter,
this Character of mine is really stopping me from going futher.
Need to change the bad habit of it soon!
THANK YOU JOEYPEAR! FOR EVERYTHING!

2009-12-09T19:21:00.005+08:00

NCO CAMP 2009!
4DEC-6DEC.

FOXTROT PARTNERS

FOXTROT PARTNERRSS AGAIN!

Now we look like we're of the same height.

NOW WE DONT. :\

READ MY BP, READ NOW, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! LOL

THEY ARE THE TALL ONES! HAHA.

IRRITATING SNCOS!

THANK YOU MEDIC, MELVIN CHAN WAI JUN!
CASULATIES COULDNT HAVE DONE W/O YOU.

SEC1S&2S WHICH LOVED THE SMELL OF EACH OTHER AFTER PT!

NCO CAMP IS OVER.
It's physically and mentally tough this time.
CONGRATS ON ENDURING THROUGH THE CAMP KIDS!

3DEC2009-ME&DADDY'S DAY!

VIEWS FROM/OF SINGAPORE FLYER!

FISH&CO!
THANKS FOXTROT,BRO AND WJ! (:

THANKYOU NSY!

THANKS FOR TRUSTING THAT M FITS MY FIGURE! :D

Birthday Suprise Prepared by my Dear Sister, Wan Yi!

Present From My Sister&Cousin,

WanYi,ShiLe&ShiMin!

THANK YOU PeiJun, LiHui, CaiYi, Faezah,Shidah, Angeline & Sara for the CELERATION,Card& Present.

I'm so glad i'm not forgotten even after a year after i left ITE.

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR WISHES!

It's something to be happy over if people still remenbers you,

but it's saddening to know to be drifting away.

imy wee,imy shenn.

2009-11-30T18:50:00.002+08:00

4 PAPERS DWN, LAST TO GO.
I'M FEELING SO WORN OUT NOW.

Adorable Cousin w her Colour Pencils.
She was the distraction for my studies."Excuses"

SCOOOOOBBBBYYY!
Smart Dog Who can Walk on TWO LEGS!

Dumb Brother![W cousin waiting for Her Turn!]

HEH HEH, Facial Time w Charcoal Mask!

SITEX w this HandSome here, Brandon , FoxtrotPartner& YingYing!

So these have been the DISTRACTIONs and RELAXING moments. LOL.
TIME TO GO. TATA~ :D

2009-11-24T12:36:00.002+08:00

HEH. 2 OUT OF 5 PAPERS DWN.

Coming Thurs is Accounting,
Finally some paper that i can be v confident of.
Not forgetting with revisions.

I'm hoping for Bs for both Econ and F&B.
Which is of v slim chance already.
Shall pray real hard for the goodd results. :
Getting A for accounting is is is a MUST.
Going to force myself to get that Grade.

After that will be left w CML & CST.
Finish it and there shouldnt be any studying anymore alrdy.
I've wrote out the dates occupied for December09,
And it really really shocked me.

4, 5, 6 Dec 09 - NCO Camp
11 & 14 Dec09 - Audition
12 &13 Dec09 - SurFive Race
16, 17, 18Dec09- First Aid Course
22 Dec 09 - POP
23 Dec 09 -Sec1 Registration.

Still proposing for 9 & 10 Dec 09 for POP Rehersal.
I dont know if i could still slot in Kayaking and HRC course if there is. :\

Met up Buddy yesterday to catch MY GIRLFRIEND IS AN AGENT.
Had some good laughters, damn crappy.
so Buddy, Cheer UP!

I so want to catch Raging Phoneix when everyone is saying NICE NICE NICE.
Anyone wants to? Haha.
Still got New Moon, Feng Yun.
Hopefully when Lower people catch Feng Yun, I am free.
Alrights, I nd my Lunch, Some games, Revision and Bball.

2009-11-21T13:56:00.002+08:00

Dear DTHD1 0914A,

Please take note of the venues for your upcoming exams.

Module: Food & Beverage Management
Date: 23^rd November 2009
Time: 9am-12nn
Venue: LRE-128,

MDIS Stirling Road

Module: Accounting & Costing in Travel
Date: 26^th November 2009
Time: 9am-12nn
Venue: LRE-128,

MDIS Stirling Road

Module: Communication Management in Leisure and Tourism
Date: 30^th November 2009
Time: 9am-12nn
Venue: LRE-128,

MDIS Stirling Road

Module: Case Studies In Travel
Date: 3^rd Dec November 2009
Time: 9am-12nn
Venue: LRE-128,

MDIS Stirling Road

Finished Econs paper today.
I'm not gng to score a A.
Thanks to the wrng qns i studied.
So damn, damn, DAMN!

Buddy was super'd nice to accompany study for that 1.5hrs.
Very much appreciated.
Totally got no mood to study at all.

Buddy jio-ed L4D 2 lehs!
Could have gne to play.
Restricted the temptations,
Went home, came online,
Hot body daniel asked, Want watch movie?
Thought about it, no, they will go out and slack for a long timeee.
But i've got no mood to study at all.
so damn, damn, DAMN.

Want so much to score As,
but i have no no no no mood to study.
feeling v tired for only finally sleeping at 4 plus and waking up at 6plus.
slept almost for the whole trip on bus to school.
Argh, i nd to go for some revision now.
Shall be back if possible. (:

2009-11-18T00:01:00.002+08:00

RITZ CARLTON GRAND BALL ROOM.

LET THE PHOTOS DO THE TALK.

Mummy & Table Lady.

Table Lady.

Eat using the outer utensils towards the inner.

Main Course

Strawberry Cheeseeeeee.

2009-11-17T15:33:00.001+08:00

It doesnt feel good at all being scold STUPID.
Cant the words just be replaced?

2009-11-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

SPORTS CLIMBING CERTIFICATION LVL 1! :D

CLIMB, CLIMB, CLIMB! :D

Slept at 2am last nights,
received a text from Edwin at 7am
and suprisingly i got woken by the message.

Weeee, so i got the certificate,
Sport Climbing Level 1! (:
So i can do belaying for people now.

Waiting for HRC, KAYAKING & WCJ course.
Hope to clear this before this year ends.
December are having quite a few major activities already.
Please dont let these dates clash w the courses.

NCO CAMP: 4, 5 & 6 DECEMBER
POP: 22 DECEMBER
SEC 1 REGISTRATION: 23 DECEMBER

1st paper is next saturday.
There's training for Open House, Next Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday.
I haven prepare any notes for the Exams.
Cant tune the mood to studying.
Too many distractions. Sigh.

STUDY DATES HANDSOME! :D

2009-11-13T21:30:00.001+08:00

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇又重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地
守著你

听听到你爱上他的姓名
你如果你没有我的日子
你难道你可能努力的心
我会证明决定被忘记

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地
守著你把祝福送给你

I believe

Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因

Oh I believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

2009-11-13T02:20:00.002+08:00

The ones who love us the least , are the ones who we die to please.

The feelings are true, SO TRUE.
It just arent something i can control at all. ILY

2009-11-12T22:55:00.002+08:00

.SENTOSA COVE.
.ORCHARD ROAD.
.SCOTTS ROAD.
.SHENTON WAY.
.TANJONG RHU.
.THOMSON ROAD.
.TOA PAYOH.
.JOO CHIAT ROAD.
Have these EXTRAs? Yes?! GIVE ME? :D
WeiTing was saying, these are the HOTs one.
So i ASSUME it's so hard to get it.

EXAMS, EXAMS, EXAMS! :D
II MMUUUSSTTT CCCOONNNQQQUUURREEEE!

2009-11-11T13:37:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it's best to be alone, Sometimes it arent.

That "NO" hurt.

2009-11-11T00:51:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU EDWIN CHAN!
THANK YOU MELVIN CHAN TOO!

Both of them helped me GREATLY.
Was talking to buddy, cant figure out which job actually suits me.
So i told him what do i look for in a job,
TAADAA, EVENTS MANAGEMENT.

Edwin filled up all the details that i've had no direction about,
ways to actually look for events management job,
how does it actually works like,
what is needed, resume & portfolio.
Like i told him, i sure have lots of thing to learn.
Many more to learn as i walk on.

1st paper, Economics on 21Nov.
Preparing the notes alrdy, but not much motivation to study.
Need to work on it and the other papers,
3 days apart from each paper.
Wish me ALL THE BEST uh.

After all the papers end,
Results out, it's really time to step into FULL TIME WORKING LIFE.
NPCC goanna be affected.
BBALLING sessions goanna be affected.
Meet Ups sure goanna be affected too!
Schedules would sure ought to be adjusted to suit everything.

Like mentioned by Edwin,
EVENTS MANAGEMENT is not going to be easy.
I believe it would be a really tough job.
Not like a 8-5 thing, more than that.
Will be physically and mentally challenged,
Pray that i will be up to the JOB.
YOU CAN DO IT WAN TING! :D

Had BBALL sessions on Sunday & Today,
as usual, standard wasnt up to it, railings cannot be avoided.
But i'm glad that i sweat a lot.
Need to start my SitUps and Joggs again.
Be my MOTIVATION? YOU?! YES YOU.!

Love those true laughters just w you. handsome.

2009-11-07T23:43:00.003+08:00

often people take time to clear their thoughts.i needed mine.

it would be really nice if you would always have someone to rely on.
being able to work your favourite job is never easy to work out.
being able to play your favourite sport and play it well is not easy.
being able to try out a lot a lot of activities is neither that easy too.
being able to score good results is also super uber difficult.

i wish i am able to do all those above.
so near yet so far. imy handsome.

2009-11-05T21:15:00.002+08:00

FLU, COUGH, HEADACHE, FEVER.
they kept hanging on to me, for 3 days already.

NGSHIYANG, THANKS FOR YOUR HHOOONNNEEEYYYLLLEEEMMMOOONNN!! :D
it will sure do some magic,
dont worry, it will be v v v sweet. (:
THANKK YOOOUU!

STCss over.
Currently no more camps.
sy cannot go CAMP CAMP CAMP agn.
but i love CAMP CAMP CAMP! ((:
5 UPCOMING PAPERS.
i should be starting on it,
but i totally had no mood for it.
someone please nag and ask me to SSSTTTUUUDDDYYYY`
i need to score welll.
after which i can go for NNNPPPP & BBALLL!
after that will be WWWWOOOORRRRRKKKKKKK`. aww.

i wished we had those crazy laughter we always had w each other.
i miss you, our laughters, emosdnah.

2009-11-01T23:32:00.006+08:00

AREA 7 STC 2009`

GROUP 4 W FALLEN STAR- FALLEN MDM & STARFISH SIR.

HEH. PARTNER, PATRICK.

KOOCHEESHENG` ((:

HEH. BUDDY! W HIS MI MI EYES!

I cant deny, i went to this camp w a reluctant mood.

Was kind of pissed with the management and organising.

But still i enjoyed the camp w my group4.

They are really a bunch of cuties.

Buddy was saying, i cant believe you could do those actions,

even i was laughing like mad.

ROBOTIC BANANA DANCE~

Patrick was sick, and they were worried.

Although i got not much post scripts,

but i believed they have learnt much from this camp.

dont think i'll be able to see them again,

when i'm not in Area7 and even if CIs level also 2 yrs later.

That's 2 YRS LATER!

Was chatting to NSY just now.

He just kept claiming that i was complaining about having Red Cross, NP , School & Bball.

I was just letting him on what i was feeling!

He was asking camp camp camp, song bo.

coming up next week, there's Area 9's atc.

Can make it, but skipping it for school work.

Want so much to go for Camps, Camps, Camps, Camps & Camps.

Ubin life is really nice, where you can relax your mind.

Time management is going to be v v important.

Yes, I need to give up certain things,

definetly not Red Cross & NP.

i still cant let it go, as it's still falling.

HOLY NP, YOU CAN DO IT!

Of course not neglecting my school work,

guess i cant keep a look out and go for Wai Dui alrdy.

Probably just play for lesiure and sweat.

Goanna start working on the exam's topic. 3 weeks later.

ALTIGHT, SYSTEM ERROR, TIME FOR SNOOZE,

went to help out for public duties for D4,

and now my eyelids are SHUTTING DWN.

busy schedule diverts my attention & thinking,

sometimes when i wan to move push away from you,

you are just around here. guide me pls.

2009-10-29T17:02:00.002+08:00

when there's a 1st tiff,
there would ought to have the 2nd one.
i dont want anymore quarrels w KCS anymore.
ask me does he mean anything?
YES HE MEANT ALMOST EVERYTHING.

dont say that i'm being emotional by saying these.
i just need to let these feelings out.
enjoyed STC so so much,
supposed to be still damn high over it,
but things has been happening which actually changed my mood.

irritating jailani, late for lessons for half an hour,
i could have save my 20 bucks to school.
because of the presentation i actually took a cab dwn.
am already v cash tight, damn.
but the good thing is that for individal, 19/25, context & presentation, 21/25 & 21/25

assignments are settled.
here comes the exams, 5 modules.
still not able to get tips for MrLee,
hopefully there is sufficient time and me being able to get good grades.
for now, Fri, Sat & Sun,
let me go to ubin and relax my mind.
let me enjoy my time,
probably with buddy, cs & wt,
everything will be good.

i thought i got over uoy,
but i actually didn't.
didnt expect my heart to beat that fast when i was so close to you.
damn it! damn the feelings.
i want so much to follow my heart,
but it leads me to nowhere, only :
i didnt want to give up, but no hopes are leading me w it.
times have changed, everything's different.
no more study dates, no more dota-ing.

2009-10-28T18:01:00.002+08:00

GRADUATION CEREMONY 2009.
HEH, PUIPUI! (:

MAC & WTs!

OKAY I LIKE THIS! (:

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BUDDY, MELVIN! ((:

2009-10-27T16:15:00.003+08:00

AREA 6 ATC/STC 2009. INSTRUCTORS!

LOOK AT THE NUMBER OF CIS, ALL FROM AREA 6!

CAMPFIRE SOOOONN~

BEST LAUGHTERS!~

MID AUTUM FESTIVAL~

4YRS AND COUNTING~

BARNEY WAS THAT SCARY!~

meet ups and outings are great,

at least they divert my mind away.

what's important is for you to be happy,

like i said, we just arent fated.

you'll always be a good friend of mine, TAKECARE.

2009-10-25T23:10:00.002+08:00

W T.TAN ENJOYED AREA6 STC09, W A BUNCH OF JOKERS!~

With our Coord, Teck Guan and our ASS Coord, Dict,
i believe the camp is a success!
i'm glad that my spec lines are almost gone w the help of wearing contact lens,
even though i was the land expedition ic and i cant go out for more sun,
neither could i even interact w my group!
to Help, See & TAN! hah.
i cant believe a cadet could fracture her finger while doing the IRC,
feel so so so sadded and bored when i know i am not HRC trained,
i cant be up there, being the one coordinating instead.

KAYAKING, HRC, FIRST AID,
i'll be v v proud to have this 3 proficiency, but when?!~
if i had these 3, there are so many things that i can do.
was suddenly thinking, how long can i be involved in np,
go for how many more ATC/STC/HRC?
time wait for no man. :\

wasnt able to interact w my group much,
the whole second day, was dealing w land expedition,
coming area7, i make sure they remember me! haha.
but i believe there's will be a lot of things to help with.

the combat ration pack is not bad.
Pasta, Red bean and Pudding is the best.
wanted to try it all along and i just had it for dinner!
my ns friends are saying,
that's crazy, you will get sick of it. haha.

want so much to get my DRIVING LICENSE,
get a BANQUET JOB which will give me experience for my coming full time job.
get into innotrek which i do not know whether isit possible.
i love the times during camp.

minds just focusing on it,

no more free time to think about anything.

but the bad thing is that my handphone died on me on the second day,
and the whole ATC/STC campsite, no one actually have my charger.
how great can that be? i cant even text!
reached hougang at 1 plus, traveled to hg point,
had KFC, poured my drink & got super thirsty but thanks to WT for sparing some.
the service at hg point cmi.
the manager is speaking like a machine gun for nothing,
knowing i spilled my drink, couldnt get someone to clean up
and be nice to replace me a cup! damn!
fell asleep on the way back,
luckily KCS woke me up or i will miss my stop. THANKS BRO.!

alrights, time to tune back. STUDYING TIME,
exams are round the corner, 5 papers.
i'm so gng to finish it once and for all! BEDTIME!

MEMORIES~

2009-10-23T01:34:00.002+08:00

Surfed FB,
saw photos of BISHAN and classmates,
cant deny, i miss BISHAN and them,
i always cant make it for celebrations. damn!
relax relax de life. events here and there.
miss playing bball and all the trainings.

Missed holy innocents high school too.
the naughty acts we play around,
laughing like no one business.
when i attended this year's graduation,
i can still remember the time we went to collect ours.

JieTing just reminded us,
we are not young anymore,
hitting 20 next year.
awwww, 2/8 of my life passed,
what have i achieved?!~

My dad was always saying,
how many 10 years you have in your life?
10,20,30,40,50,60,70,80?~
so 2/8 passed!~

Enough about the past,
i need to move on with what coming in life now.
Talked to FBM lecturer today. Andy Tanamas,
i really really like him so so much!
his advices were really so nice.
WAN TING IS LOOKING FOR A BANQUET JOB.
PLEASE INTRO ME A GOOD ONE, ASAP! FLEXI TIME BEST!
need to get these experience before i graduate,
then it would help a lot when i'm going for job interviews.

Sometimes i feel so reluctant to move on,
with the FULL TIME JOB THING.
but this is life, cant be living off my parents for the whole life.
they've been working ever since i was born,
no vacation for them, not even one.
we gave enough troubles, and things have to stop. i'm sorry.

been busy with NP,
diverted my attention away from uoy.
KEEP ME BUSY, PLEASE DO SO.
i cant sort out what i'm feeling now,
i just love your SMILES, keep them going.

give me a hand when i'm falling please.

2009-10-19T16:42:00.002+08:00

my time have been so occupied these few days.
now even sitting in a comfortable seat,
i would feel like falling asleep.

Certificate of Recognition, Learning of orienteering,
Public duties at East Coast, Recee at Pulau Ubin.
enough to let me burn some sleep, fats and get darker again!

tomorrow will be Pre ATC/STC,
another day burned out for assignments,
today is already the 7week of school!
it's so so so damn fast!
next week will be assignment's due date,
exams will be on the last second week of nov.
awww, so so so damn fast!
please let me score real well for the coming 5papers.

let POP, ANNUAL HIKE, NCO CAMP be a success!
i'm off for assignments, cause i will have no time when FRI, SAT& SUN is STC,
hopefully everything will go off smoothly,
and i hope yeow would stop treating me like that.
i wish i could hate you, but i can't, cause my feelings don't allow.

2009-10-14T03:05:00.002+08:00

3am and i cant set my mind and body to bed.
many things are going through my mind.

HOLYNPCC
-ATC/STC[Precamp,Land Ex,Orienteering,TentPitching,Clues]
-POP[Slides,Food,Refreshments,Drinks,Parade,Plugs,Souvenirs]
-GraduationCermony[10.15,SK&SHER,7pm Ceremony]
-Annual Hike
-UOPA
-NCO Camp
-Tee Shirt & Money

MDIS
-ACCT[REVISION&REVISION]
-CST[ASSIGNMENT, UNDERSTANDING]
-CML[SLIDES, ASSIGNMENT, PRESENTATION]
-FAV FBM[DIFFFICULT!]

having pack schedules, ATC CAMP for next 2weeks.
i'm afraid about the 5 upcoming papeers.

i'm so tired of everything, v tired.
feel like giving up, but i need to hang on.
support me will you? imy.

2009-10-14T00:26:00.002+08:00

HG CSC! GOOD JOB. YOU GUYS PLAYED YOUR BEST!
no matter what, the game has ended when the timer struck 00:00.
people who went know you guys did your best!

having headaches with assignments, np matters, redcross, cpu.
starting to have STM like MS PHUAWEITING. damn it.
settling the money for the teeshirt already cannot tahan.
still need to fan zao the SEC4S & HAO'S POP.
assignments, accounting&finance down, Case study and communication left.
clearing them by this week.
having public duties for red cross, causing us unable to attend meeting cum orientering. GG.

planning for a pre-atc/stc this saturday.
was saying that mrsuhaimi can't make it sure to deevapali,
they scolded me, HE IS A MALAY LAH!
okays, i know my brain is THAT SMALL! heh.
hopefully TOs do aid us in allowing the precamp,
otherwise it's really a GOOD GAME for us.

actually my brain is not that SMALL,
i managed to locate the graphic card,
kapo-ed solo's old cpu's to aid in my cpu,
now it's the ram problem,
i need to go kapooo somemore already.
please donate to me as i've got no money to spent on this CPU.
paying for the teeshirts are causing me a bomb.

i wish ahyeow could bring me ino innotrek as soon as possible.
i so want to enjoy taking camps,
i believe it goanna be fun!
secondly i hope ShiYang's goanna get me a team that i can join,
to play for the team, go for the trainings and improve.
i dont want to be stuck here,
i want people to clap and say GOODJOB WANTING!

lastly, i yearn for your smile and the laughters you always bring to me.

2009-10-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

i hate it when i have that ATTITIDUE problem.
i thought i was only having the TONE problem,
been trying to change all these years.
when i mentioned about a girl just now,
sy told me, you just didnt know that you was like that too.
you will treat strangers like that.
was very disspointed to hear that.
i thought i've changed and history shouldnt be repeating itself.
sometimes when i dont have the mood i tend to be like that.

now my right ankle and wrist is suddenly giving me problems.
been so so so unluckyy.
laptop's gone case, cant turn it on,
computer cant support gaming,
i need to redo ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS.
and it's the ACCOUNTs that is giving the headache
yesterday when i went squid-ing w ahlong,
i caused a lot of shity mess,
tangled up his line, fishin jet got hook by some line causing the whole thing to break,
caught nothing due to low tide,
poured pringles all over my bag,
threw them on the floor and it brought the ants.
got bites here and there.
just dont understand how unlucky more will i get.
i'm tired, so tired. :\

when i facing the down period,
how i wish i could get a hug from you.
it'll solve everything.

2009-10-10T16:52:00.003+08:00

it was sooooo nice of NSY to choose me on his team,
although i was always the last one to be chosen,
but still, it has been some times since i enjoyed bball till yesterday.
THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!~

i've went jogging and jogging,
but no effects shown, i cant do sit-ups lahs. dame.
now computer's done, it's graphic sucks.
cant even play resturant city,
needless to say about dota, kaos.

because of test i cant make it for HRC course, argh.
CheeSheng, WeiTing & Joanna is going to come back with that proficieny and i've got none,
First Aid please come soon.
goanna go for kayaking if HQ is organising.
must have poficiency, otherwise like silly goat.
HQ HOURS OFFICIALLY CLOCKED!
woke up at 5.30am when i only slept at 1.30am cause to fix a com.
so tired, but must maximise my time.
i'm sorry shenn that i cant make it, another time!
i dont think i want to step into HTA again.
dont know isit really fate that i keep bumping into him,
dont understand why he like dont want, dont want talk. grr~
but i guess it's alright, it's all the past. i've moved on.
i wanted to be buddy w you, but the one not replying sms is not me.

today was .38 shooting finals,
i wanted to join de, but no one wanted to go lahs.
need to get people to join with me.
probably next year already. have to see, it's so near yet so far away.
2010 will be the year i'll stepping into FULL TIME Working Life alrdy,
i know what's work like, but ought to be a new environment for sure.

tomorrow will be ASSIGNMENT DAY!
goanna clear my ACCOUNTS, research on CST & CML,
super dislike the niangniang CML lecturer but i like the FBM teacher so much! heh.
off to shower, no bballing today, HG CSC is having training,
so i'm off w fishing budd, AhLong to SQUIDING.
sounds fun but i never tried before.
HG CSC MUST WIN AND THEY CAN DE! JIAYOUs!
I WILL ALWAYS BE YOU GUYS DE FULL TIME SUPPORTER!

Hao Xi Huan, Hao Xi Huan NI!

2009-10-08T20:22:00.002+08:00

"You Can"

Mmmmm....

Take me where I've never been,
Help me on my feet again.
Show me that good things come to those who wait.
Tell me I'm not on my own.
Tell me I won't be alone.
Tell me what I'm feeling' isn't some mistake.
'cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Save me from myself, you can.
And it's you and no one else.
If I could wish upon tomorrow,
Tonight would never end.
If you asked me, I would follow.
But for now, I just pretend.
'cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Baby, when you look at me,
Tell me, what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone you could love?
'Cause everything that brought me here,
Well, now it all seems so clear.
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming' of.
'cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Save me from myself, you can.
And it's you and no one else.
If I could wish upon tomorrow,
Tonight would never end.
If you asked me, I would follow.
But for now, I just pretend.
'cause if anyone can make me fall in love...

Only you can take me sailing' in your deepest eyes.
Bring me to my knees and make me cry.
And no one's ever done this,
Everything was just a lie.
And I know, yes I know...

This is where it all begins,
So tell me it'll never end.
I can't fool myself,
It's you and no one else.
If I could wish upon tomorrow,
Tonight would never end.
If you asked me, I would follow.
But for now, I just pretend.
Cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Show me that good things come to those who wait

sometimes i wish i could just understand what you thinking,
how you actually feels towards me.
i tried to give up, but my heart just didn't allow me to.

2009-10-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

Handsome,

this is for you.

I'M SO SORRY..

2009-10-02T22:50:00.002+08:00

i guess i'm breaking down soon.
sometimes it would be really nice to hear encouragements.
WanTing you can do it de,
it's alright that you made the mistake,
try again, till everything is right.
i dont have the motivation to tell myself this anymore.
i wish people could actually do that.
when the times you screw things up,
people still carry on ranting at you,
what's the feeling like, i know the best.

i know my bball standard is not up to you guys expectation,
but i'm trying my very best already,
scolding wont do any help for me.
i cannot do better when i'm not motivated.

getting so sick of everything,
feeling such a nobody,
bball, np, studies, uoy.
i'm giving up. tht's it. :(

2009-09-30T15:50:00.003+08:00

if i were to ask you this question,
DO YOU BELIEVE IN THIS WORD, FATE?
how would you answer me?

these few days gave me the answer,
yes, i believe in FATE.
FATE let us met last year's sept at HTA.
FATE brought us to each other again at HTA yesterday after 5months.
yes, i can deny, i'm was afraid to see you yesterday but when i saw you,
after thinking of that scene i actually had the couraged to talk to you.
and i was glad to see you w that tummy of yours. takecare!

many happenings are happening and my mind is in a mess.
feel so distracted w NP when i attend more of it,
make me dont feel like studying nor gng into working life.
but whenever i get engrossed in studying and bball,
i drift from NP. DAME IT.

sometimes i wish i could just know what you're thinking,
&FATE LET ME MET YOU WHILE I WAS JOGGING.

2009-09-28T15:58:00.002+08:00

i made a wrong move,
and i'm so regreting it,
i hope nothing's going to change.
i really want those laughters.

2009-09-24T20:04:00.003+08:00

PASTAMANIA
GAMER: 3/5
FROCKLICK/ FROGLEG
CARLS JUNIOR

NIU ROU MIAN
SHOOTING OF BBALLS
4 ROUNGS, 2KM

SANDWHICH
CHICKEN RICE
6 ROUNGS, 3KM
30 SIT UPS.

CARRY ON, TUMMY'S GONE!~
IT'S A MUST, SO THAT PEOPLE WILL SHUT UP,
ESPICALLY KANBIANTAI, KEEPS LAUGHING AND COMPARING. SHITTY!

PS, ILOVETHOSELAUGHTERS. :D

2009-09-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

i wonder why you can just make such great impact. :

2009-09-19T11:50:00.002+08:00

had a bad night yesterday.
been thinking, actually i wasnt really happy that i scored 2As &1B.
my parents dont even bother,
all they know is the pint point the mistakes that my brother & sister make and blame it on me.
i've been striving to score well for my papers,
but not once i heard a compliment.
so sick and tired of it.
all everyone think of is themselves, just themselves. fck!~

2009-09-18T22:31:00.002+08:00

it's really pissing me off when i wear my bball shoes to lower and i dont get to play.
stupid idiot fools who only know the word WIN.
cant play for the sake of fun? FCK IT!

sometimes i just wonder where do i actually stand.
be in at Lower, NP, School or Friends,
just a Mamaria that is just being used for?

DB, help me buy drinks ehhs,
DB, copy lehs,
DB, Call him lehs.

Why cant it be this way,
DB, join us play bball ehh,
DB, wanna have anything to drink?

sometimes it really v irritating. so tired of everything.
results out, 2As, 1B.
seem to be v happy but not that way.
been thinking about things, thinking and thinking.

probably, we just arent right.

2009-09-16T21:06:00.002+08:00

SHEN RI KUAI LE CHOU NAN REN, MR NG SHIYANG!
you're welcome for the present,
& thanks for lending your laptop to cover my laptop that died on me.

Okays, my laptop died on me.
This time my laptop can be turned on but it cannot load.
hopefuly my cousin can really repair my computer by tomorrow,
assignments are pouring again, totally dont have the feel to start studying or start working on it.
but last minute work is really stressing and i dont want to score badly for it.

Bloody results is still not out yet, how can it be so long.
i'm really v worried about the results, cause i believe i really dont know will it be BAD,
can only blame that i never prepared enough for it.
i will not let history repeat itself.

Dame, cant make it for trainings is really v weird.
and i really want want want to play bball competitions.
but just joining a team whom i know no one is super weird.
DAME IT, DAME IT~

Okays, i guess i need to grab some rest, kind of tired, but hard. too early. hah.

2009-09-14T22:51:00.002+08:00

i wonder why you just dont have the HOTs for me.

2009-09-12T19:52:00.002+08:00

SO THIS IS THE AMOUNT OF COURSE MATERIALS.

The Bball shoes that made me thought for a long time before spending my 75bucks.
Been BROKE and never better.

Lastly this is the kid whom i believe everyone wants. Super Adorable! Heh. :D

2009-09-11T00:26:00.003+08:00

FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL HAS FINISHEED.
saw the timetable and i got shocked that last paper is on my birthday, grr.

THE PILES OF BOOK FOR THIS SEM IS SOOOO MUCH~

4MODULES,
3 ASSIGNMENTS,
4 PAPERS.

so far i only enjoyed FBM, cause teacher's cute,
things he say can make my day lahs. but rest, can sleep. really~
thinking that i have to read The Straits Times everyday,
to do research and of course understand more about the society makes me wanna shut my eyes.
this really not going to be simple, wish there was help out there.

was playing bball the other day with JJ, RON and BIN.
suddenly they mentioned Wai Dui, Home United.
suggested that i can go and try,
these thoughts keep gng through my mind.
was thinking my passion for bball is it just playing at Lower?
i always kept saying that i so so so so wanna play in competitions.
3matches for me is not enough.
EXPERIENCE IS VERY IMPORTANT.i believe.
3ON3 admission date is over. how bad can it be? Grr.
if someone was to join Home United selection w me, it would be so NICE!

Feel so uneasy being unable to attend trainings.
some things just want to go and do it would be much more better.
alrights, it 1am now. need to go and have some sleep. GOODNIGHTS.

2009-09-07T18:02:00.002+08:00

Agressive got himself a girlfriend. She called Gentle. The opposite. Hah.
My brother hooked till a stone, so it became Agressive & Gentle's.
That time 4Hours-2
This time 3Hours-10
LOL. Too much already, so off they back into the pond.
Score of Wan Ting, Wei Long, Hai Hong
2 , 6 , 2
Got our fishing rod home from grandparents home,
BBUUUUTT, got no Hook On It. LOL.
shall slowly search for it. or maybe buy one.

SCHOOL RESUMED~
FBM was Nice. Teacher was cute with his actions and teaching.
Hopefully this will not happen only for the FIRST day, hah.
Been craving for PastaMania lahs. Anyone?!
So wanna catch those movies lahs. If not when it's out, download~ HAH.

CheeSheng was being so bad.
I realised that there's no lesson this friday, so i HAPPILY texted him.
WT: BRO, i've got no lessons on friday, can go for training.
CS: But training's on Thurs, Dumb.
How great he is uh.?

Okays i need a jog, been having late night supper for a few days alright.
dont want that irritating YELLOW SY to keep saying:
-Never Mind lahs, Just EAT, anyway you're pregnent already.
TURN ONE BIG ROUND SAY I FAT.
DAME IT, BYE LAPPY, HELLO JOGGING SHOES.

2009-09-04T11:56:00.003+08:00

Wan Ting Tan Is Thinking About Alot of THINGs..

Thinking why Agressive is still not eating anything,
Thinking anyone has pebbles, small and big ones to spare, just for her agressive,
Thinking whether Holy Standard will carry on to drop,
Thinking how will the cadets fair for the upcoming test,
Thinking about the Promotion Parde,
Thinking about Passing Out Parade,
Thinking about coming ATC's Meeting,
Thinking is 2 meetings really sufficient,
Thinking about when will it be Area Six's Games day.
Thinking about what to eat for lunch again,
Thinking how will her exam grades be,
Thinking why she only got 16/20 for her Principles of Business Management Assignment,
Thinking how tough will the upcoming modules be like,
Thinking why is the the timetable not allowing her for trainings.
Thinking after her getting her Diploma Certs what jobs she can actually apply for,
Thinking how the life will be after this year,
Thinking when will the next Fishing/Prawning/Lobstering session be,
Thinking whether the 3ON3 registration is still on as she's dame looking forward to it.
Thinking why she cant improve much on bball-ing.

Too much thinkings to think of.

Anyway Wan Ting wants to catch a hell loads of movie.

I Love You, Beth Cooper

The Time Traveller's Wife

The Proposal

Where Got Ghost?

FOUR MOVIES EH!ANYONE?

Shall slowly slowly slowly sort out all this thinkings.
Time to prepare my Full Uniform for training later,
no shine no joy~

LOBSTER-ING, NIICCEEEE~ ((:

2009-08-31T20:33:00.003+08:00

HEH HEH, LLLOOOBBBBSSSSTTTEEEEERRRRRRRS~

although this two cute lobsters took 4 hours to be caught,
and somemore not by MMEEE, but still i enjoyed.
cause i also almost caught it too.
in the beginning was thinking will it be weird today,
but i'm glad this decision made, found me a buddy for fishing/lobstering/prawning. HAH.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.
please pray that this lobster will grow healthly,
i want it to grow v v v v v BBIIIGGGG~
I'm So Going To Go Lobster-Ing someday again.
now i've need to settle certain stuffs.
i really dont hope IT to fall under my hands.
COME ON HOLY, LETS DO IT~

_______________________________________________________________

HAPPY 42THBIRTHDAY MUMMY~

2009-08-27T12:36:00.002+08:00

WOOSH, EXAMS OVER~
AS IF. . .
dame, thinking i still have a sub paper to take is really so irritating.
i dont want lahs ~ HAHAH.
it a month plus later can.
awww, why did this situation happen to me.

1 PATHETIC WEEK OF HOLIDAY.HOW GREAT.
7Sept, lesson will resume.
heard that a upcoming module that will be v tough.
CASE STUDY, no idea about it.

1.FOOD AND BEVERAGE MANAGEMENT
2.ACCOUNTING AND COSTING IN TRAVEL, TOURISM AND HOSPITALITY
3.COMMUNICATIONS MANAGEMENT IN LEISURE AND TOURISM
4.CASE STUDIES IN TRAVEL, HOSPITALITY AND TOURISM

this is serious problem. totally got no guidance at all.
everytime only searching for my own way out. this is tiring.
oh great, FRIDAYS ARE ALL OCCUPIED.
how is it possible to make it for trainings?
10weeks of friday, lessons till 3.15pm
my school is at QUEESTOWN!~
i reach hg at least 4.30pm. How Great Is This?!
so lost now, need to hold a meeting. AAHHH~ PENG~

2009-08-25T12:04:00.002+08:00

SUPPOSINGLY, MONDAY-ECONS PAPER.
but due to miscalculations,
VOMIT+DIARRHOEA=SUBPAPER.
aww, this is so great,
subpaper will still have gradings, but it's a different paper.
and if i fail, no more papers to take anymore.
and it's going to be a month later.
this sickness just came suddenly out of nowhere.
dewen was telling me, wasted lahs,
the paper was SSOOOO easy.
and he dont know the time to call me de. ass.
finally after a WHOLE DAY or rest,
i'm feeling so much better,
totally had no appetite to eat anything.
i'm so hungry now and i'm so going for LUNCH!
MUGGING AFT THT. LAST PAPER, PBM!

2009-08-20T17:33:00.003+08:00

RAIN DROPS FALLING ON MY HEAD.
oh how great, cant exercise my FATs away today. no bballing session.
today's paper was bad for me,
in the first place of course hoping for at least a "B".
but now i think maybe "C" i'll be happy.
have only myself to blame for not preparing enough.
nevermind, coming up, 2 more papers.
"A" PLEASE?!~
need to show some results to my parents,
at least let them know, the money is worth it.
GOANNA ENJOY AFTER EXAMS,
since it's raining, it's a signal to KO the BOOKs!~ ;D

2009-08-18T02:12:00.003+08:00

a lot of happenings nowadays uh.
just had my very first paper today, marketing.
was so nervous about this paper.
actually i never liked exams, so afraid when i put in a lot of effort and get nothing.
must really say thanks to a SI GINA,
he accompanied me till 4am and i slept for slightly 2 hours and i got prepared and began revising again.
really thanks to him, so i managed to keep myself awake.
i'm very tired now, but just wanna do somethings that i've restricted myself during the past few days.
been kind of stressed up, need to relax abit.
alrights i'm off for a game of dota.
GOODNIGHTS/GOODMORNING.
THANKS SI GINA!

2009-08-09T02:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILSON LIM ZE LONG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEH QIONGYI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN JIA HAO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIN LICHONG.!

2009-08-06T23:40:00.002+08:00

it feels really bad keeping all those things to myself.
really felt great after telling them to wee & iv.
this matter been troubling me for a time already.
since iv is so nice in lending me his wee and wee lending me his iv,
shall post the JOKE that IV mentioned.
WanTing: my bball shoes is really worned out already, my bdae is on 3DEC.
IV: Still so long, your shoes still can take it not? Go Queensway and get one lahs.
Ask the NEH, Can give me.
WanTing:Later he reply, sure, then you can give me?
HAHAHAHAS. so this is this little joke we crack.
JOEY they all are at KL now, so want to go lahs.
but just too bad they didnt count me in.
but the OLDMAN says DECEMBER STEADY!
after graduate, i'm so going tooooo KL.
i've never been there before, how how wonderful. LOLs.
ASSIGNMENTS DOWN, EFFORTS NOT WASTED, FOCUS ON EXAMS!!
tomorrow NDP. CheeSheng has been stressing himself w it.
and i was only busy w my school work, never helped him much.
so sorry about that BRO. Pat yrself on yr back. WANTING SAYS GOOD JOB BRO!
alrights, i'm just finished fried rice w oucers, need to DRINK DRINK DRINK water.
TAKECAREE PEEEOOOPPLLLLEEE! ( :